LIFE JOURNAL #22 : RUN

Woke up early this morning. Arghh not worth it to think about last nite. I was there but its like I'm not really there pun. Its ok. I'm fine. Used to be like dat before. I mean almost always like dat. Forget bout dat. And I'm kinda bersemangat to go out for work. But damn, its raining  heavy early dawn this morning. Aiyooo~~~ spoil mood sangat kan. Then I continue my sleep. 

But this mornin' I found dat its Ash convocation today. Damn. Apsal Ash tak mention?? He said dat he dun want it to be heboh2 camtu. sort of lah... NO!!! Its not about heboh2, its about celebrating his big day. Its not like everyday we will celebrating something like dat... I dunno. I cannot do much pun as I am too far away to sent something or congrats him face 2 face...  but at least I do all the best for him. Its good to know dat Abg Wawa did spent his time there to see Ash. Haha.. Thank God. Thanks to abg Wawa... See Ash!!! I told u. Its not about heboh2 ke tak but its about the bond. The bond of friendship. This is what frenship really is. They'll always be there whether ure good or not. Happy or not. Sharing is Caring. But its good 2 see youre not alone there. 

Its late to go for futsal now so I better off right now. I mean RIGHT NOW!!! Gotta back home a bit late tonite. I wanna go survey for sports-shoes at pasar budget coz my 3rd time Mount Kinabalu International Climbthon is around.  It will be on 23rd n 24th of October. Damn!!! Neves3!!!  hahaha.. so see you guys then... 

Later.

Much Love,

JRP aka. JR

LIFE JOURNAL #21 : ANOTHER STEPS FORWARD

This morning I was like stupid to stay awake until 3am. Its not like I dun wanna sleep but this eyes dont want me to. Masih segar bugar lagik masa tu. But still paksa juga nak tido, coz its a must. I mean a couples of hour is better then nothing. Yelah, kalo tak tido kang ada yang cekak pingang tunjuk bulu ketiak.. MUAHAHAHAHA~~~~ And as usual, I got another 1 hour to sleep in the bus. Sampai around couples minutes before 10am camtu. Yelah, JR kan 2nd big boss. hehe~~~ Dont really do much except the daily task. I mean the boring one. Then 4.30pm sharp and I'm leaving the building. Home n go for bola sepak. After dat go for jog. Damn I need more stimana.. makin semput!!! ! *&@x*#!@#* sangat2!! Enuf talk! Serious mode please!

And this thing that keep bothering me. I mean it connect so much with my life. My future. And I made my decision. I choose not to choose. I dont need options coz it make my life miserable. Its not like I dun want pun but then I can make my life better by doing so. I made my step. Another step forward. And I hope that I wont be regret for what I've planned for my life.

"When in doubt, take another step."

I still remember those words. And I think dat this is the best sentences to describe with what am I really facing right now. I know dat it will hurt me a bit. But if it can make me happy then I wont stop trying. Never will I. As long as I'm happy, then it would be fine. And now, I've planned ordy and I just have to wait for the right time to start. Just as I planned. Eventho the boss said to me this morning about another big project. It makes me in doubt. Hesitate with my plan. Yeah! Its surely can disturb my plan. But still the offer is better than nothing. 

 

3 days to decide. As the boss mentioned. 

Arghhhhhh~~~~~

Dilemma, 

Jrp aka. JR