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Saturday, November 13, 2010

LIFE JOURNAL #32 : OMEN



Theres a couples things that keep bothering me this lately. I dunno whether its just aku saja yg suka pikir bukan2. But its like an omen I guess.. satu petanda tak baik kot. Arghh.. mengarut!! So dipendekkan ceritanya....

Mula2, pasal rantai aku. Masa buat gym session tadi dalam sibuk2 aku mengigihkan diri mengangkat besi2 tu, rantai tu tetiber putus.. Then I was like, wtf!!! Nvm I'll fix it later... so I continue my gym session. Buat dalam 5 sesi then blah.. sakit pinggang. Tapi terasa buah dada makin besaq plak.. Buah dada??? muahahaaa~~

The day before, Friday. There got some tasks need to be done by dat day oso coz the customer is waiting. Its one-day-task, so terpaksa balik lewat. But thank God coz my boss was there so he n his wife sent me home after I finished with task. Its kinda late ordy to be home at 9.00pm. I'm extremely exhausted. A non-stop tasks for me. But its worth it when ur customer happy with u. You'll feel happy enough and it give ur neck goosebumps when they start to puji2 sakan kat aku. . Semua jenis bulu boleh berdiri woo~~ Seram sangat! muahahahaha~~~Brrr~~~  

Yeah, actualy customer tu bekas penjaga anak2 boss aku. Dia nak kawin so nak tempah kad kawin. Bukan tempah, nak buat terus. Nak cepat katanya, dalam masa SEHARI plak tu.. So dalam busy siapkan kad2 tu, ada jugak lah customer lain yg datang so mcm biasa since aku ni memang slalu keje lasak, terpaksalah layan customer lain jugak.. Multi-tasking katakan. huwaaa~~ 

Then she asked me some questions about where did I learn all dats stuffs.. and as always, I'll being humble saying No, this and dat.. trying to deny all the goods thing when she praise me n sort of.. memang kembang semangkuk lah masa tu.. saiz lobang hidung terpaksa kena cover.. besaq punya kembang woo.. Actuly dalam dua tahun setengah tu dah banyak kali dah hidung kembang2 kempis... even dah berlambak jadi customer tetap. JR jugak yg susah sbab dah banyak sangat customer... smua nak dulu sampai prosedur "first come first serve" tu mcm jadi sekadar hiasan...

Then ada jugak masuk bab2 wajib mcm slalu. Education! 

"Diploma dah ada, napa tak sambung?

NAPA TAK SAMBUNG?? Ni magic words yg slalu aku dengar dari mana2 customer, member dan kenalan. So, my answer will be the same, it wont change. Banyak usaha, ada rezeki then aku akan sambung. Tak kira lah tua mana dah masa tu.. haha.. I need a proper job. So, I will to find for another one. New job. Hopefully.

Enuff bebel. Then I reach home n get ready for bath. Go get the towel then my heart pumping fast. I was mad!!! I mean really2 mad. Remember the Ferraro Rocher dat dady gave to me? Tak faham camne semut merah bleh masuk dalam.. banyak plak tu... jadi, terpaksalah bukak then tiup semua semut2 tu.. then tutup semula. Kena gam pakai gam gajah.. padan muka pasni sure takleh masuk lagi... Tapi sedih rasanya bila benda2 yg kita jaga baik2 tetiber ada masalah berlaku... so, its like an omen to me. Kinda sad but wat to do. 

I just wish dat whatever happen to me, its happen for a reason. 



Lost kid, 
JRP aka. JR


LIFE JOURNAL #31 : SMILE KID. ITS OK.

 

Dalam beberapa hari nie memang pikiran lari entah kemana dan kalo bleh nak saja teriak kuat sampai pecah anak tekak kat dalam bas, dalam bilik mandi, dalam ofis tempat keje dan kedai tempat kerja tu skali. But Im not doin' dat at work. I have 2 be profesional during working hours. Pendam saja. Customer datang, aku ngan senyuman fake aku yg menawan tu.. Sampai amoi2 menglamun bila aku tanya.. bengong lah... Then balik baru lepas geram. So what did I do? I blast the speaker till max volume. Hit some musics. Blast it and i'm started to scream along with the songs. Scream like hell. Dun care as long as I'm happy.  Who care what did I do. Let it be and its better be dat way.

Emo time is over long time ago. So now, its all about me being ME. The rests is just a plain days. Nothing special.. tryin to gain weight as dady asked me to.. I did eat much... but then its still the perut saja yg slalu buncit... thats the reason y I dun wanna gain any weights n prefer to be this ramping kind of body.

Enuff talk.. coz some elite people might say its trash. My thot is just a trash... So, whatever it is to do with me and my days, I hope dat u all happy always down there.. 

Gudnite everyone...


Whatever me,
JRP aka. JR