LIFE JOURNAL #14 : SILENT WILL CURE

I dont feel like I'm ok this lately. I need a quality time for myself.

Some peoples dat I knows seem so busy. Of coz they are.

But yeah, I miss em so much. 

But I wont tell them dat coz if they do the same as I do

They'll never forget u. I guess I shud not talk further about this. 

Forget it. Other stories?

Job well done but with a super n a high level of stress-ness around last week coz its Monday ordy now. haha..

Manage to finish em' all AFTER 10pm at night. Damn it.

FCUK i need to find new job.

Going or moving out somewhere else maybe

I guess my time to live alone again shud start before next years.

I'm looking forward to move to KL.

Eventho' parents seem not agree with me..

But if I dont who's gonna do dat? Seriously, I dunno.

I can make a decisions but will I make a right one?

arghhh.. enough with all this thang! 

Saturday midnite. As I lay on the bed, then the You Raised Me Up song is on the air.

Its awful to say that my tears run down my face.

Damn I feel guilty dat time. But after dat I feel so thankful.

Thanks to my mum for raising me up until now.

Without her, I cannot stand this big. Thanks mum.

And this is my 2nd time of being crybaby after Nsi.

And that is after 8 years!! Feel so grateful and thankful.

Coz there's still person around me dat willing to share their love.

Make other happy. Always around n willing to listen to our stories.

Then Sunday is a lazy day. Skipped the prayer. aiyoo.. 

My tutor suddenly called and woke me up for the date. A driving lesson date.

Finish with the driving lesson in a hot day. And directly heading home.

Home. Blackout. Hot day and sweaty.

Damn I slept most of the time and woke up after Joanna Amber is around.

Slapping at my face. Damn. haha...  I knew my sister let Joanna do that.
%!^&@*@)@$#!!!
Go for online until now.

Nah, just surfing for vacancies.
Damn I missed dat steward aka. crew cabin post at MasWings on dat last Saturday.

Damn it. I think the interview will be on 30th September.
How can I miss dat one? FCUK!!

Enough talk. I'm so tired n need to rest coz tough day is around 4 hours ahead starting now.

Good day ahead tho to all.

DAMN I MISS MY BROS... 

WHERE MIGHT THEY BE??

kekwat-ing? :(

Dyin' Star Gazer,

JRP aka. JR