LIFE JOURNAL #49 : MY LIFE AS A CAPRICORN

 Capricorn 12/22 – 1/19

         'Change' is your middle name at this point, Capricorn. You've been through more personal transformation in the past two years than perhaps in your entire life. The upside is that you're getting used to the intensity of it all. It helps that you're realizing the futility in holding on to people and possessions that only stunt your growth. So many layers continue to be shed on a daily basis but this also gives way to unquestionable personal power. Pluto in Capricorn will carry on for another 14 years; so if this is just the tip of the iceberg, imagine who you will be on the other side of your metamorphosis.

          This year the focus shifts from a lifestyle focused on gadgets, information and social networking to introspection, home and family. You are about to encounter your most uncensored raw self on levels as of yet unprecedented. Ready yourself, Goat, because this spring an explosion of fiery planets in Aries sweeps the very base of your horoscope getting you back in touch with some of your most primal instincts. Competition, aggression and the need for plenty of physical outlets ensue.

          Some long-standing money issues are finally coming to a finish as the planet of illusion and delusion gets ready to move on to your communication sector. You've learned to use your discrimination in choosing where to invest and where to spend. For the next 14 years, instead of worrying about money leakages you'll be working on mindfulness to avoid spacing out. In any case, your way with words is apt to become poetic and inspired, which can only make the world appear infinitely more beautiful.

Source :  2011 Horoscope

Check out these lines.

"you're realizing the futility in holding on to people and possessions that only stunt your growth"

Wow. Sbab sya ni manja kot? Skit2 mengadu.. pastu emo2... bleh? Ash? any comments? HAHAHA... But I guess its true.. until now I'm still waiting for something dat aku sendiri pun xtau yer ke tak?... masih ke tak? It's sad. I know its sound bad but still I have to move on my life... I wont go but still I'm not gonna stay like this - No.

"focus shifts from a lifestyle focused on gadgets, information and social networking to introspection, home and family"

Yeah.. I guess I shud spent more quality time for myself and family. I dunno pun dat its been quite 3  months I didnt do any exercise. Less sleep until I have to curik2 tido kat dalam bas, dalam opis kat kedai tu and sometimes tido depan customer. Wow. Employee of the year ke camni? 

And early this January, daddy received a call from kampung telling dat my uncle died early  dat morning. Its January 3rd. Its my bigday. Then my joy to tellin' the whole family about my befday was canceled.

"your way with words is apt to become poetic and inspired, which can only make the world appear infinitely more beautiful"

Somehow, I dun really believe pun with all these prediction but then when it become true one day, Wow! I am so flat seflat flatnya 2 hear everyone give an applause for my bebelan.

I wonder how it feels like.

JRP aka. JR